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Written anonymously for the Marvel Kink Meme here.

Prompt was: Logan is sick of hearing from villains he's fighting how they've all done his son in the ass.

Rating: R/NC-17

Loosely references the sextastic contents of the first Bullseye/Daken story on this page which you should go read immediately if you haven't already.

Logan's damn sick and tired of assholes bringing up his son's sexual proclivities. No father wants to hear details of his son's sleazy homosexual exploits, particularly when the apparent favorite activity is taking it up the ass from what seems like every single last one of dear old dad's enemies.

He's not homophobic, but the homosexuality is part of what gets to him. He'd be lying if he told himself he'd feel the same if Daken were fucking women. Though he wouldn't like that either. It's not like that straight machismo bullshit that some men like in their sons is any better, and Logan doesn't care if Daken's gay. He only wants him to be sane, and mentally well, and at peace, with the same chance at happiness as everyone else. Gay would be fine if he weren't so damn amoral and promiscuous on top of that, and taking it, always taking it, from the worst kind of villains. That's what disturbs Logan, what keeps him lying awake at night.

Wild Child sneered it at him while he had Logan all trussed up above the vat of molten metal. Goddamn smirking, pointy-eared bastard. Logan remembers Wild Child's secret, mocking smile and the way his assymetrical silver piercings glittered in the light of the ironworks. Pushed his blond hair behind his ears and talked with poetry in his voice about locking those rows of pointy white teeth in Daken's neck, and the way Daken shivered like a girl the first time he stuck it in him. Logan didn't believe it at first. Thought Wild Child was talking trash to make his end that much more unpleasant, knowing his weak spot was for the son he was longing to know. But the man got into details, lazily stroking his sharp nails along the railing, and by the end of it, Logan couldn't dismiss what'd he'd heard as nonsense. Wild Child was too animalistic to have that good of an imagination. The mental pictures were ugly, but he did his best to put the words and images out of his mind. If Daken swung that way, that was his business.

But the effect snowballed. Exploded, really. Thinking back, it puts some of the shit Cyber said into a new context. Pretty much the only enemy he's fought recently who hasn't mentioned putting the screws to Daken is Mystique.

Logan empathizes now with the lameass one-note-joke tv show dad whose little girl brings home a long-haired punk ten years her senior with an obviously bad reputation and a Playboy earring. The fact that Daken's male and 60-something years old is irrelevant. Daken's an adult and can't so much as catch a disease, but Logan can't smother his protective instincts.

* * *

Then he ran into Deadpool, who for some reason was wearing a white bandanna tied over the top of his mask and had an old-fashioned golden gun strapped across his chest. They hadn't even been fighting until the loon brought up Daken. "You know your son's great in bed. I don't normally go for guys, but he's really persuasive," Deadpool said in his quick, rambling way. "Does he get that from you?"

Logan signaled his desire for a swift end to the conversation by driving one set of claws down towards Wade's stomach. He knows he shouldn't let anyone know this topic gets to him, but sometimes he can't help it. Besides, Deadpool gets under everyone's skin sooner or later. Even his, once in a while.

Deadpool dodged the blow and quickly put some acrobatic distance between them. "Geez Louise, don't get all bent out of shape! It was a compliment!" Deadpool swiveled away when he leaped and ducked when he lunged. "I didn't sleep with him. Well, only cause we didn't make it to a bed, but still." Deadpool nimbly slipped under a swipe of his claws. "Crazy kid, though. I'm totally swinging a cannon here, but he took it really well. Fantastic with his mouth, too. What? I'm just saying."

No, no, NO. Logan refused to believe that his son could possibly have willingly hooked up with the cancer-riddled lunatic. Deadpool was an experiment gone wrong, and that wasn't Wade's fault, but fuck. Surely Daken had some standards?

"Hey, he propositioned me, okay? And the Evil Baby Wolverine thing he's got going on is irresistible. The little tyke thinks he's dark. It's just so damn cute!"

Logan scored claws across his shoulder. Wade yelped but hadn't lost his ability to dodge, and his mouth never stopped running as he emptied the clips of two guns into Logan's chest and stomach. "Yeah, okay, I can see why you might not want to talk about it, huh? Well, he's adorable and talented, that's all you need to know, and you should be proud." Deadpool sprang away from him, snatching the golden gun out of his chest holster next as he somersaulted through the air. "Having a kid who's a little minx in the sack, so what if he got that way from a lot of practice? It's gotta be better than the crappy refrigerator art most parents get."

The deeply annoying thing about battling Deadpool had always been his tendency to talk through the whole thing. It was when Deadpool offered him some friendly advice that he finally lost it good and proper. "I don't get the absentee father thing, you don't strike me as the type. But now he's here and he's queer you might want to pay him some attention once in a while."

Logan's mellowed out a lot over the past decade or so, especially since dealing with the fallout from getting all his memories back. He hadn't gone berserk in a while, and it was only a brief slip, but it made the fight a helluva lot shorter than their last one.

"Massive daddy issues, everyone talks about it," Deadpool wheezed confidentially on a dying breath. "Hey! Just... tryin'... to"

He'd disemboweled Wade, slicing open his chest cavity from collarbone to groin and watching the light go out of his eyes. He'd ripped out half a dozen major organs before he cooled down a little, noting as if from far away that Wade's internal organs had the same bubbly tumored appearance as his skin. He'd never noticed that before he saw them exposed and lying on the street. Deadpool was probably fine ten minutes later, but dismantling him felt good. Way too good. Like he was eviscerating everyone who'd ever taken advantage of Daken having a tragic, broken life, being brainwashed by a monster, not dwelling in his right mind.

Apropos of nothing, Logan wonders if Cyke's ever had to listen to Wade prattle on like a retard about doing his only son.

* * *

Bullseye seemed to enjoy taunting him with it the most, and the mental picture he planted in Logan's brain still grits his teeth weeks later. Bullseye bragged using the coarsest possible language. Claimed he'd had Daken against a wall on a rooftop, with no lube, and that Daken took it like a champ. "It was his idea," he'd said casually, shrugging, but his grin was malicious. Logan can't help but see that picture now when he closes his eyes, Bullseye's pale flanks see-sawing back and forth, thrusting hard into his son, Daken's upper body pressed against a brick wall. Daken would have grimaced at first from the pain, his legs trembling slightly, but then his expression would have smoothed out as he took it. "But I'm not special, I think everyone's had a go. Norman, Mac, the roach prince... your kid gets around."

When Bullseye's escape route failed, Logan slammed claws deep into his chest, near the shoulder. He would have killed the smug little prick for real if they hadn't been interrupted by the kid in question. Maybe Osborn sent Daken on a rescue mission, not wanting to lose his precious Hawkeye impersonator, or maybe Daken was there on his own, following Bullseye. Dressed in street clothes and wearing that arrogant expression, Logan didn't scent him coming. Unnerving as hell, that. Daken can suppress everything. Most people are a wild blend of smells, with a dozen or so coming off them at any given time--shampoo, soap, hand lotion, hand sanitizer, anti-perspirant, perfume or cologne, the list goes on. Logan couldn't even detect the laundry detergent used to wash Daken's clothes.

After beating Logan into the pavement, Daken refrained from killing him yet again. Logan doesn't think for one instant that Daken's softened on wanting to torture him and end his life; it likely had more to do with Daken wanting to take his time with it, plus the issue of getting the unconscious mercenary to a hospital before he bled out. Logan had watched from the ground out of his remaining eye. Daken picked Bullseye up with more tenderness than Logan would have expected, and for one fleeting disconnected moment Logan found himself hoping there might be something more between them than one casual, violent fuck on a dark rooftop.

He knew even as he thought it that it was ridiculous, that his love for his son was inverting his good sense. He'd never hoped for something so futile and downright dumb.

Daken smiled down at the fake superhero in his arms, an evil little smile, twisting Logan's heart and instantly killing the stupid half-second's wish. Daken glanced up, refocused on Logan for a moment, and then turned and walked away. Yeah, his son cared about Bullseye. Cared about him as a project of some kind, or a pet, or the means to an end.

In the aftermath, Logan lay on the cold street for a while, thinking about that small dark smile as his injuries healed up and it started to rain. Logan doesn't want to know about Daken's sex life, but he longs to know his son can feel something, anything good. Like even feelings for a waste of space like Bullseye would be better than nothing.

But he knows better. It's Daken. His son's been programmed and not for positive feelings of any kind. The main emotion housed behind those cold, beautiful features is hate, with the occasional shaking rage, probably the cruelest kind of lust and almost certainly that oldest-of-the-old classic, the hunger for power. And he masks it all with that facade of sophisticated, over-educated carelessness. And lately his pop's costume.

Logan wonders if Daken likes the sex at all.

Logan doesn't know everything that's wrong with his son. Sometimes he suspects his knowledge encompasses only the tip of the iceberg. But he knows enough of human nature to realize that Daken's at least partially doing it to get to him. Logan hates himself that it's working.

Date: 2009-11-04 11:21 am (UTC)
ext_412746: (Logan)
From: [identity profile]
Hey, pretty new outfit! :D

I pondered about choosing exactly the same one a few days ago but then decided a black background might be better for pictures. :)

God, I love your long stories with all the inner dialogue and the accurate characterisation! And the atmosphere of constant and profound melancholy that lingers on in all the fics you write. (You can´t know that but I already commented a few of them, especially the Logan/Victor ones. But that was before I joined LJ, so I posted the comments anonymously. Back then I developed a serious crash on "To Remember", I sent you two or three comments about it, you poor thing! ;D)

It starts nearly funny when everybody Logan has to fight mentions how his son was in bed. Almost like a running gag: "By the way, have you ever been told..." And then it turns into tragedy when we learn about Daken´s incapability to develop a "normal" feeling for another person.

I´m not quite familiar neither with the comics nor with Daken himself, but for me it sounds as if he tries to copy Logan in a certain way. And maybe he let all these people being ruthless and cruel with him to tell his father: It could be you. I let them do to me what they can´t do to you. Which means: Not abusing or torturing you for revenge, but treating you as if you were not really there. As if you were nothing more then a meaningless fuck, just because you are available at the right time.

And Logan, a superhero who is able to shrug off everything without ever getting hurt seriously - and now he can´t help but feel like a normal human being, like one of the domesticated daddies on TV. It´s so sad and you wrote it fucking well.

Thank you so much! <3

Date: 2009-11-04 02:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I love your long comments at least as much as you love my stories. XD

Thanks! I tried this layout and was like, hey, it's all wintery and pretty! I only tried a couple of them and this was the first one I liked, I haven't tried any with a black background. I just can't believe I left it that blue, kind of more difficult-to-navigate style for so long.

The potential for silly humor and serious melancholy together was what made me look at the prompt and be like, oh, yes. And I'd read the Bullseye/Daken story on 4chan and it just kind of clicked together.

Your intuition is sharp, you have Daken's number. He is totally copying Logan in the most basic of ways: he's walking around wearing his outfit and pretending to be him on an all-new, kind of psychotic and/or evil Avengers team run by Norman Osborn (who's kind of nuts in his own right but managed to seize power despite that). And Daken took over his dad's book--with issue 75 Wolverine transformed into Dark Wolverine.

Daken's delightfully fun. He's all cultured and sophisticated, but he's got the same savagery as his dad underneath. It's been repeatedly implied that he sleeps with men as well as women, he flirts endlessly and blatantly with the guys on his team, and he goads people he's fighting with gay jokes. He's snotty and classy and Eurotrashy all at the same time. One of the two writers of Dark Wolverine said it was important to him that his co-writer be a woman, because Daken's sort of feminine. He said he didn't want to say feminine, and the interviewer took pity on him and was like, "Androgynous?" and he was like, yes! androgynous. The other co-writer, the woman, said at a convention that Daken's beyond categorizing sexuality, beyond homosexuality or heterosexuality and will basically do anyone or anything that will further his goals. Which makes him tons of fun, of course. But it's really also kind of sad, because he's so dark and egotistical and Machiavellian you definitely get the impression he's incapable of caring for anybody but himself. Well, and his dead mother, whom he never knew.

Logan, meanwhile, only learned of his existence recently, but he loves his son and is brokenhearted that he's such an evil little punk. He's tried to save him but so far to no avail, because Daken doesn't want to be saved. I did a short picspam a while back here ( of the former Avengers hiding out and checking out Norman Osborn's new Avengers on tv, when Logan reveals to the others that he has a son. I shouldn't talk it up cause you'll probably be let down, but it was one of the most powerful and understated comic scenes I'd seen in a while. Logan is v troubled about the whole thing. And yeah, I think this scenario would really hurt him, because canon has defintely made him a good parent; despite the bad things Daken's involved in, he loves him and wants to help him and protect him no matter what. I get all wibbly in the comics when Logan is tender towards him, and I absolutely cannot wait to see where their relationship is going.

Anyway. Yes, Logan and Daken's relationship is my new favorite subject (just in case you couldn't tell).

Thank you so much for reading and commenting so extensively and thoughtfully. It makes my day and it's wonderful to know you enjoyed it so much. <3
Edited Date: 2009-11-04 02:08 pm (UTC)

Date: 2009-11-05 12:22 pm (UTC)
ext_412746: (Logan)
From: [identity profile]
Wow, now you gave me really an idea of the little rascal! :D I only saw a few pictures of him and never thought the term "androgynous" would fit him. Probably I was distracted by the Mohawk, which signalises loud and clear: "Stay away from me! Better take the other side of the street." (Well, I think actually that is the reason why he wastes tons of CO2 on his haircut). Yet after all everything does make sense.
It´s so much fun to read all the thoughts and assessments behind a fic, almost like watching the "Making of" after a movie.

Anyway. Yes, Logan and Daken's relationship is my new favorite subject (just in case you couldn't tell).
Who would have thought it? ;) And I can see similarities to the relationship between Logan and Victor. Because both of them include a rehersal. Normally Wolverine shows up as the one and only alpha male which is okay though sometimes a bit boring. Unthinkable anybody would ever dominate him. And here we have two characters who could (and obviously do), not only by physical power, but because they take advantage of his personal sensitivities - Daken might call it weakness.

And Spidey - "You´ve had sex?" XD I tend to forget Peter Parker´s a teenager. Sounds as if he needs to be introduced to a few necessities of life by an, umm, older man...

Thank again for all these efforts! I really enjoyed reading your reply! <3

Date: 2009-11-11 05:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Wow! Really amazing fic. I love the mature treatment of the subject matter and unsentimental yet compassionate view of the characters.

Date: 2009-11-11 11:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Aw, that's terrific to hear. Thank you so much. <3

Date: 2010-01-31 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I was blown away by this on the kink meme, and I don't think I ever took the time to tell you so. You took something that could've made an amusing crack fic -- and not that there's anything wrong with that approach -- and created something with real emotional depth and tragedy. Logan's paternal love for Daken, and his desire to believe that his son is capable of SOME positive emotion is so heartbreaking that I tear up thinking about it.

Date: 2010-02-22 03:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you so much! Wow. This makes me so happy. Especially from you as the Holy Kama Sutra Dark Avengers Orgy is one of my very favorite things to come out of the kinkmeme. That it makes you tear up is just... Idek. Wonderful. Thank you. <3

Date: 2010-03-25 02:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I love this!
Speechless. Seriously.

Marry me?

Date: 2010-04-04 02:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you so much for the feedback! Making people speechless = love. <3

If I find myself single anytime soon, I'll call ya. ;D

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